
25/10/26
Moses Mountain Misery Moment
I want to begin by pointing out the bitter and unreasonable injustice of God in the first lesson.
Remember that Moses has reluctantly but obediently done everything God has asked of Him. He didn’t want the job of freeing the Israelites from the bully boy Pharaoh. Moses calmly offered every excuse he could think of not to accept the job.
But accept it he does and it’s not an easy gig for him. From the get-go, Pharaoh plays very rough. And at every passing plague, Pharaoh says one thing, then changes his mind and does the opposite.
Until we get to the plague of the firstborn; only then, when Pharaoh is left to mourn the death of his firstborn child, does he let the people go.
And you would have thought that would be the end of it. But No. Moses’ Misery is just beginning. In the wilderness, the people have a long litany of complaints. There’s no water, there’s no meat, and Moses is AWOL, talking to God on Mt. Horeb. A gross dereliction of duty. There’s no food and the serpents are ferocious and lethal.
‘If only we had stayed where we were’ is the hewn cry. ‘Why did you bring us out into the wilderness to die?’ They moan?
Finally, finally…after 40 long, grizzly years, they get to within spitting distance of the promised land, and you would have thought that the Almighty would let Moses have the luscious moment of satisfaction and lead his people triumphant into the promised land.
But no, almost as a tease, God takes Moses up a high mountain and shows Him all the land that he had promised. Then he says to Moses
“This is the land I promised on oath to Abraham, Isaac and Jacob when I said, ‘I will give it to your descendants.’ I have let you see it with your eyes, but you will not cross over into it.”
And Moses the servant of the Lord died there in Moab, as the Lord had said.
How unreasonable, how unjustified, how undeserved, how brutal, how harsh, how callous and how severe.
What sort of God is it that asks such excruciatingly difficult things of Moses, only to snatch away the final trophy right at the end of his life?
There is a sense in which I relate to this Moses Mountain Misery Moment, and perhaps you do to. At every funeral we send our loved ones across to the other side with a loving shove, our prayer and gratitude, off to the promised land that we sort of glimpse, but mostly don’t, and we are left on this side bereft and still waiting and missing them with that all-encompassing and unbearable ache. They are there on home base and we… ??
But there is another side to this Moses Mountain misery moment. We’re not actually told what Moses thinks about this sneak preview, this little trailer as shown by God on the divine YouTube channel.
What if… Moses was actually deeply grateful for this little peek. Maybe at 120 years old this was a marvellous and undeserved glimpse into a place that he had never anticipated or dreamed of.
And there is a humbling lesson here that we don’t actually have to achieve absolutely everything on this side of the grave. We don’t have to put the world to rights and find a cure for cancer and stop the war in the Middle East or even solve the housing crisis or sort out the church finances, or find a new priest for Christchurch Hamilton or a new bishop for our Diocese.
In our little lifetime, we are just called to be faithful and to give it our best shot for as long as we can, the best way we can.
We are not the Messiah, we are not the saviour of the universe, we are not Superman or Wonder Woman; we simply leave things for the next generation in the best possible shape. This is our vocation and responsibility. Anything more is self-aggrandisement and misplaced entitlement. All this should come as both a challenge for us, but also, I hope, as a blessed relief.
Two little bits of sugar to finish.
First lump of sugar
The text reads almost as if God himself buries Moses. Listen carefully
“Moses the servant of the Lord died there in Moab, as the Lord had said. He buried him in Moab.”
There’s no break in the text, and it’s flavoured with tenderness.
Second lump of sugar.
Remember when the Master takes Peter, James and John up another mountain, he is transfigured in their presence, and there appears…. Moses… and Elijah.
Ah, so Moses’ life does not end on top of Mount Nebo after all: Here he is popping up in the story of the transfiguration.
So whatever things we may feel we have left undone, whatever dreams we have had to relinquish, no matter what is left unaccomplished, or future glimpses of cities just beyond our reach, all this we place into his pierced, loving hands and look forward to our mountain misery moment, becoming our triumphant mountain of transfiguration moment.






















