Reflection for Sunday 26th of July

A memory of  Christmass came to mind the other day. It was evening, the Christmass services were all completed and around the dinner table were Jeanine, Jeanine’s mum Sonia, Michael and his lovely Steph, Jacky and her amazing David. There was wine and great food, there was laughter and jumping plastic frogs and there was ham and wine and candles and bon bons and giggles and wine and turkey and a Glenthompson Christmass pud and quirky paper hats.This memory sprang to mind because Psalm 128 came up on the rota for Morning prayer and by a happy coincidence it is the psalm we are using this morning. Within that Psalm 128 there is this verse “Your children will be like olive shoots around your table”. Sadly the psalms are often ignored in preaching and in the general currency of our christian reflection. This is a pity because they are a great resource for us, so I wanted to say a few things about the psalms today.
First thing. The Psalms are not really a book.  It is a collection of 150 songs, prayers, poems and hymns gathered over a very long period of time.  There are different types of psalms.  Some tell stories.  Some are songs of praise.   Some are prayers of repentance.  Each psalm has its own unique character but they are all deeply emotional and profoundly spiritual.   They encompass the whole range of human emotions from sorrow, lament and depression to joy, praise and celebration.  Collectively the psalms are known as the Psalter.We get part of a psalm each Sunday. I rather like the way that we all get to join in with alternate verses of the psalm. It focuses our attention and we have to concentrate a bit.
Second thing.The first half of each verse is expounded or unpacked a bit in the 2nd half of the verse. For example Psalm 119 verse 76 The first part goes “May your unfailing love be my comfort”,…The next bit elaborates on this theme    “according to your promise to your servant”. “Let your compassion come to me that I may live,….    for your law is my delight”.
Third thing about the psalms. They are authentic. They speak to every imaginable emotion that we have ever experienced and even some that we probably haven’t. There are psalms when we are very grumpy and we want God to do something, particularly with those we are not fond of. “Arise, Lord! Deliver me, my God! Strike all my enemies on the jaw; break the teeth of the wicked”.There are psalms when we are feeling guilty.“Have mercy on me, O God, according to your unfailing love;according to your great compassion blot out my transgressions. Wash away all my iniquity and cleanse me from my sin”. There are psalms of celebration for when you have won tatts.“I will exalt you, my God the King; I will praise your name for ever and ever. Every day I will praise you and extol your name for ever and ever.”There is the 23rd psalm when we are walking in a dark place and we need some reassurance.“Even though I walk through the darkest valley, I will fear no evil, for you are with me; your rod and your staff, they comfort me”. There are even psalms for when we are in the doctors waiting room.“Have mercy on me, Lord, for I am faint; heal me, Lord, for my bones are in agony. My soul is in deep anguish. How long, Lord, how long?”
There is not one human emotion that is left out of the psalms. But this brings with it a quandary. It can be a bit odd when we are feeling exuberant and the psalm set down for the day is a wowser. What I try to do is offer the psalm for those who are feeling terrible.  Even though I personally might be in a good space, the psalm   reminds me that while I am going about my joyful day there are those who are having a perfectly wretched time and they need prayer and support.

Last thing about the psalms. A wise mature parishioner from another parish said. “The good thing about the psalms is that you know someone else has been there before you”. So when the author of the 23rd psalm writes about that dark valley; the psalm may well resound deep within you; because you too are walking in that foreboding place; If this is you, then you know that someone else has walked that way before you. The author of the 23rd psalm has been there and I guess in a sense is still there with you. You are not alone. Your experience is not unique, you are not isolated. Someone else is treading this path with you.I commend the psalms for your use. They are not just supposed to be read, they are to be prayed.  Not all of them will be helpful for you all the time, but they are worth reflecting on and they make up an important  part of our Sunday readings.

Fr. David’s Musings

The homework of understanding.

I left the shopping bags near the back door the other day. I thought this was a masterstroke, a very cunning plan. The next time I went out the back door it would be a simple matter of just picking up the bags and popping them straight into the boot. What could possibly go wrong?

You can imagine my befuddlement when I got to the supermarket, opened the boot to get the shopping bags and Voila! The boot reprimanded my absentmindedness with mocking emptiness.

So I understand afresh, that it is possible to see and not “Observe”, to listen and not “Hear”, to understand and not “Comprehend”.

The forgetfulness of the shopping bags is one thing and no harm was done. However, it is quite something else in our encounters with people. We have to be incisive and frequently ask questions. Like… “Did that makes sense?” “Tell me more” “I didn’t get what you meant when you said…” So you’re saying that .. “Green eggs and ham really does have all the basic five food groups?”

If I am having a good day I remember to ask myself “What is really going on here in this chat?”

The furthering of a relationship, the sharing of a burden, venting, an act of forgiveness, an invitation. Maybe it is a combo, maybe it is something else entirely. The real answer only bubbles up much later on.

The master said “Listen you who have ears”. I am just beginning to understand what He meant. I am only starting to hear. The homework of understanding. My ears are not developed and they are poorly tuned. There is static and unnecessary babbling. Still I try to listen.. I look, I see and then I go back home for the shopping bags.

The Prayer Book/s

Once upon a time, in a parish far far away, a young man in his teens had the task on Friday mornings of leading the recitation of The Litany, a form of petitionary prayer, using The Book of Common Prayer.  He had grown up using the book from his early days, indeed His mother had given him his first copy of the said book for Christmass in the early 1960s.  He was thus familiar with the cadences and forms of the Book of Common Prayer, and was very much at ease in its use.

One particular Friday as the Litany progressed he was especially struck by the words of one of the petitions in the Book: “By the mystery of thy holy Incarnation, by thy holy Nativity and Circumcision, By Thy Baptism, Fasting, and Temptation, Good Lord deliver us.”

The book’s composer had obviously intended that its contents, of which that petition was representative, should not only be a form of prayers to be used by the Church of England, which indeed it still is (including us here down under) like some sort of prayer manual, a device to provide a pattern of worship; but that there should be much more to it than that.

To cut a long story short the intent of its original author, mainly Archbishop Thomas Cranmer (1489-1556), although he drew on many other sources, was that a mystical idea which we call Incarnational Theology, should be found at the very heart of how the creature we know as the Church of England, would worship the Holy and Triune God.  That church, of which we are a part, although having a few of the benefits, and not to mention some of the great faults of the english reformation, would no less still share in the ancient faith and emphasis passed on from the Eastern and Western Churches.

The book of course has itself had a varied and interesting history.  Its first edition was approved in the year 1549.  A revision, less well crafted, was published in 1552, with a further, better one, being authorised in 1559 during the reign of Elizabeth I.  Those of you who have seen the film in which Cate Blanchett played Queen Elizabeth will remember the scene in which the usage of the book as part of the Act of Uniformity was debated in parliament.  If you have not, it is well worth searching out.  The book had some revision to it again in 1604.

Sadly, for a little while when the monarchy and Church of England were under attack after the period of the English Civil Wars (roughly 1642-1651), and with the martyrdom of King Charles I and the suppression of the Church of England, the book was not used, except by those Anglican Clergy who kept faith and were effectively living under internal exile.

A yet further revision was approved in 1662 after Charles II was restored to the Throne and the Church of England, not to mention the whole country, was set free of its oppression from puritan/commonwealth forces.  It is that book which is still in effect even today.

An attempted revision was undertaken early in the 20th century (referred to as the Book of Common Prayer as proposed in 1928), which was regrettably rejected by the British Parliament (for reasons too complicated to go into here).  Many bishops though still authorised its use anyway, as they did not believe that Parliament was competent to act regarding such a matter.  (They were right)

Since then each province of the Anglican Communion has issued modern prayer books, all of which are supposed to follow the pattern and doctrine of the Book of Common Prayer.  Here in Australia we did so in 1978 and 1995.  The USA and South Africa did so in 1979.

So, why do we have prayer books, missals, overhead projectors, whatever?  Why do we organise the way we worship at all?  Surely we could just get by ad hoc.

The answer in part is because worship does need to be organised.  St Paul recognised the need for some conformity in worship when he took the Corinthians to task for making a mess of it in one of his letters to them.

More than that though, the Church needs to frame its worship in relation to how God has made himself known to us, and how important doctrines relating to that are made understandable and memorable to its members.

A prayer book is more than just a business paper arranged in point form with paragraphs and subparagraphs, debated clause by clause.  It is, or it should be, an expression of doctrines and precepts that have to do with how God loves us and grants us his mercy and makes himself present amongst us, whilst we for our part respond faithfully to him.

The young man progressed as he grew older, and has used other forms of liturgy, some very good, some appallingly bad.  Still he has a respect for the book that has sustained this part of the Church Catholic for so many centuries and whose cadences are so well known.  Hopefully it will continue to be useful and encouraging to others as well.

Sunday Service Times July 19

Sunday Service times

Saturday night Vigil mass at Christ Church Hamilton will be celebrated at 5:00pm on Saturday 18th of July.

Sunday Morning's mass at St. Marks Cavendish will be celebrated at 9:00am on Sunday 19th of July .

Sunday Mornings mass at Christ Church Hamilton will be celebrated at 10:30am on the   19th  of July. This service will be live streamed and can be viewed at https://www.facebook.com/AnglicanHamilton

Sunday mass at St. Mary's Dunkeld will be celebrated at 5:00pm on Sunday 19th of July.

To comply with social distancing please contact Fr. David beforehand. p. 557 1137 m.0423 671 692. Email droulton72@gmail.com  if you would like to attend any of these services.

Reflection July 19

A reflection for Sunday 19th of July  - Jacob's ladder

Today I thought I would do something a little bit different and preach not on the gospel, but on the first lesson. The story of Jacob's ladder.Here’s the go.Jacob is on a journey of 500 miles to say Howdy to  his uncle in Haran. This is where he plans to meet his wives. But God says “PHooe! I have a different plan and journey in mind for you Jacob. Let me show you.In a dream Jacob sees a ladder standing upon the earth, and the top of it is touching heaven: The angels of God are going up and down on this ladder; The Lord introduces himself to Jacob and makes him a promise.“I am the Lord God of Abraham your father, and the God of Isaac; the land, where you are snoozing, I will give to you and to your descendants.”  When Jacob wakes up he exclaims that he was unaware of God’s presence in this place. Further, He takes the stone that he had been using as a pillow, pours oil on it, and renames the place Bethel. OK great story about a lumpy pillow, but what in it for us

First, God takes the initiative. Jacob did not build the ladder to reach heaven, God extended it to him. Contrast this with the building of the Tower of Babel. We tend to think of Babel as an act of human pride and folly. But dig deeper friends. They very much wanted something that would ‘reach to heaven’.. It did not end well.. Man cannot make his own way to heaven.So God first came to us. God not only takes the initiative, but He first descends to us. It is He who crosses the gulf between the human and the divine. That’s what Christmass was all about.  The lowered ladder is not a challenge from God, but a wonderful opportunity, an invitation to become one with Him..Secondly God is with us as we make the ascent. God is both the destination and our companion on the way.Notice that there are angels running up and down the sides of the ladder. Some see these angels as carrying our wishes to God and then bringing back his help. It's like this prayer that I am very fond of.“To go daily from men to God to offer him their homage and petitions; to return from God to men to bring them his pardon and his hope”.OK. So God is with us, the angels are our companions, what is expected of us? God does not drag us up the ladder. We are expected to respond to this invitation.How does Jacob respond?;When Jacob woke up, he said: “Indeed the Lord is in this place, and I did not know”. How awesome is this place! This is none other but the house of God, and the gate of heaven”.Jacob’s response is one of holy fear or reverence at the presence of God. So the story becomes a metaphor for how we tend to fall asleep to the reality of God’s presence in our life. And what is it that awakens Jacob to God? It is this vision of the ladder. For us, the Cross is our true ladder to heaven—that ought to awaken us to the presence of God.Then We must act. After the vision ends, Jacob does more than wake up and remark how truly awesome it had been. He goes beyond a mere verbal utterance. He sets a stone in place and anoints it. His world is changed.And so Our world is changed. Jacob sets the stone in place as a permanent memorial of what happened. It could also be interpreted as a kind of a primitive temple since he also renames the area Bethel, which means ‘house of God’— The renaming of the area itself tells us a significant change has occurred. Finally, Jacob calls on God to be with him and to ‘keep’ the ‘way by which I walk’ and to nourish and clothe him. Jacob arrived at Bethel as a simple itinerant. He walked away with God.Something to ponderAs I re read the account of poor old Jacob I had to ask myself “How many times have I encountered a person or gone into a place only to discover much later that this was a sacred space, a holy encounter and I did not know it? How many times have I been asleep, when actually what I should have been seeing is angels and  climbing a ladder with them to heaven itself? How many times Lord… how many times?

Fr David’s Musings

I made a bit of a blunder last week. An oversight that was understandable and yet unfortunate. I mean, I didn’t get up in the morning, sprinkle sugar on my weeties and think…

“How can I be a monster today. What heinous act can I accomplish to wreak mayhem and mischief in peoples lives” No, just a little oopsie that anyone could make. I dutifully apologised, was swiftly forgiven and the whole thing was forgotten. Or was it?

You see the thing that disconcerted me most was not the fact that I made the blunder. When you get grey hair and wrinkles your mind also gets a little squidgy around the edges.

No, what I spent too much energy on was navel gazing whilst repeating the formula “Could have should have”.  This is not a helpful way to expend the valuable and limited resources of human emotion. A more fruitful exercise would be to put some strategies in place to try to make sure that this mistake does not recur. Surely that is a much more positive use of time.

But there is also a much more sinister thing that happens. That we swiftly cast our “Could have / should have” onto someone else and there it sticks. We can only see them through the murk of past errors. And what is sadder, is that by audibly articulating this mantra, others also are sucked into our slurry.

“Ol so and so should have done…A, B, C. They  should not have done Q. # Z, X and that other unmentionable thing. Everyone from our pollies to our sporting heroes are fair game. No-one is exempt.

Each day we need to see ourselves afresh because that is how the Master sees us. The challenge is to see others that way too.

Glenthompson

Please help us to restore and rebuild our beautiful country Church.

In a targeted act of vandalism against the  tiny country community of  Glenthompson, our  unique mural at St Peter’s Anglican Church has been literally  de-faced.

This piece of art celebrates our community,  not only the church but the people, places and industry of our little country district.

The community are perplexed that someone wanted to  desecrate this special place of solace where  over a century of weddings, baptisms and  funerals have been commemorated and celebrated.

The community has no idea why anyone would do this.

The mural that has been created over many years now must be cleaned carefully, the faces of our loved ones  past and present repainted.

As part of the restoration works and improvements for our church, we also need to build a bathroom facility to ensure the safety of our parishioners.  Part of any funds raised will go towards this.

Any donations will be gratefully received  and if you wish, you can be on this mural too. Anyone is welcome to be part of our story.

This is an inclusive and supportive  little community, thankyou for considering this project. This is an important place for many people.

July 12 Reflection

Today's homily... "3 cheers for Farmer Bill"Today's homily starts with a great fizzing commotion. We are on the farm and the reason for the buzz is that we are having visitors.  No-one ever comes to visit us at Sheephills… ever… but here we are and the folk are on their way.I go with my Dad who is showing this couple around the farm. Part of the guided tour is a trip to the top paddock. It must have been early in the year, for I can distinctly remember him bending down and showing this couple the soil. He explained that this was good quality soil and it was his best paddock But then he says something quite sobering.Something like “Yes it's a great paddock all right and I always get a good return from it, but sometimes it really does feel as though you are trying to scratch a living out of a bit of dirt”.I think about that phrase often when I read this parable of the farmer. It’s lovely when the soil returns heaps and you make a living out of it, but like my dad, the farmer in the parable knew the gamble and vocation that is farming.

You have to admire the farmer in the parable. He goes out year after year to sow the seed. And I applaud him not just for his diligence, but because he knows full well before he even sets out. that some of the crop will fail. Some gets eaten by the birds, some swallowed by weeds, some falls on rocky ground, but this doesn’t stop him. Undeterred, time after time, year after year, he still goes out and sows. And there must have been times like my Dad, when in the driving rain, or the freezing cold, or the blithering heat, you think.. What on earth am I doing here?Now the parable has something to say about the times when we get it right and that's good and dandy and the harvest comes in followed by the cash. Sometimes heaps and sometimes not quite so much.But I reckon the message for us in these debilitating times is the courage and the diligence and the perseverance of the farmer.

That we are called to simply be faithful. Nothing more… nothing less. And it won’t be easy and we do wonder what’s it all about and we question the future, but the parable is quite clear. That we march on with the good news and then let God take over.

There’s also a subtle message about our attitude to those who seem to have lapsed in their faith. Notice please that the rocky ground is always offered the seed. The seed might wither and perish, but it is always offered. For the lapsed and those who are just inquiring in tiny baby steps the door is always open. There must always be a way back, for that is how God loves us and calls us to welcome others.A couple of other things to ponder.Given the amount of what I call “agricultural parables and stories” I wonder whether Jesus didn’t have a couple of farmers as friends. Is it not likely that farmer Bill came into Joey's carpenter shop to order a yoke for his oxen? Or Shepherd Hezekiah came in and ordered a shepherds staff? Perhaps the Master was thinking of a particular farmer when he told the parable. Perhaps he had watched the same farmer over a number of years just go faithfully about his work in an unassuming, faithful way. Perhaps, and this would be my hope for you, that you know or have known someone who is just like that. Someone who by their very example both inspires and challenges you. Last thing. What I didn’t tell you in the story about our visitors, is that my dad had a couple of other paddocks that weren’t quite as flash and didn’t give nearly as generously.

Deep down in our hearts in that secret place, I am sure that there are patches that are good and rich and generous and we play to our strengths in order to nudge just one person a little closer towards the Kingdom. But there are also places deep within us, that, if we are honest, that are rocky and disappointing. There are times when we can be hard of heart and unresponsive to His generous love.  My Dad didn’t show our visors the paddock that occasionally had scotch thistles pop up and the dam went dry.  We can be good at hiding that which is embarrassing, but that can never stop the good farmer coming to us and offering us a way forward to transform our dearth, into rich truck loads of golden grain to share with the world.

Fr David’s Musings

In the middle of the night I had thought that “proactive” rules would be a really good idea. You see our rules are usually about the things that we must not do. Like speeding and putting the wrong thing into our body or quaffing excessive refreshing beverages.

“What if…”   I thought at 3:26 and half am, “What if, there were laws that said we must do helpful things. We go part of the way with this concept when we must stop and assist at an accident. But what if we had a law that said we must say sorry when we got it wrong. A law that said we must help those who are less fortunate or those who come looking to us for a fresh start in life. What then? Well our responsibilities would then take precedence over our rights and that would have to be a good thing for everyone. You, me and the misunderstood.

But then at 4:02 am, I realised that an apology or an act of kindness which is enforced is actually bogus. It is contrived and it is not authentic. The good things that we offer to the wronged and underprivileged, must begin from the deepest part within us and not enforced from above. I well remember having to say ‘sorry’ to my brother from time to time and mutter it I did. But everyone knew that I didn’t really mean it and it certainly didn’t change my mean behaviour.

So sure there is much work that needs doing in our community, but the hard slog always starts from within us.

AGM

Of our AGM

You would be painfully aware that we can only have 20 people inside for Church gatherings. This means that at the moment our Parish AGM will be limited to 20 people. We really hope that this will change in time and everyone can come.(Hoorah)

In order to allow ample time for the possibility of election and for the forms to go back and forth, the AGM has been set for September 27th.

If you would like to nominate a People's Warden please use the yellow form. 

If you would like to nominate a parish councillor please use a blue form.

If you are over 18 and have received communion more than 3 times in the last year you need to fill out a white form affectionately known as schedule A.

Nomination forms and any items for general business need to be in by the end of August. 

Got a question. Please see that local friendly priesty guy Fr. David.

Fr. Davids Musings

It is an eerie thing to stand in an empty church, look into a phone and with great enthusiasm exclaim…“The Lord be with you!” When actually there is no-one there. I try really hard to act normal, to pretend I can see who ever is on the other side of the screen, but when I look past the phone, all I see are empty pews.

Sometimes on the screen I can tell that someone is looking in, but that has turned out to be an unhelpful distraction. There is enough to think about with bread, wine, words and what comes next.

After it is all over, I pack up, do the washing up, put out the candles, turn out the lights and frequently I catch myself thinking. “What was all that about”? A celebration that is so geared towards the building up community did not feel like a celebration at all. The community was absent.

Now heres another hard question. Is this electronic, ethernet action better than nothing? Perhaps ‘nothing’ would be more honest and speak more loudly.

Then I get home and look at the numbers of folk. I hear the odd comment that is fed back to me and I swing back to thinking… “Yes, this ‘something’, whatever the ‘something’ is, is better than nothing at all. People hear the word, reflect (hopefully) on the homily and can ‘see’ others who are tuned in. People that had not connected with the Church, are now in some way ‘connected’.

This gives me a steer to the future. I should try to continue to make it happen for those who physically just can’t get there on a Sunday and for those who are just curious and want to dance around in the shadows from a ‘safe’ anonymous distance.

Reflection – Sunday July 5

A reflection for Sunday July 5th

There is a common misconception that clergy aren’t supposed to have favourite bits of the bible.  The argument goes like this.

It's all God's word and therefore you must enjoy every last bit of it. From the slaying of Abel, to Judas hanging himself, to Lots wife becoming salty, to the four horsemen of the Apocalypse.

Perhaps a better way of thinking might be to say that there are some bits that are more helpful than others.

But today's gospel speaks clearly and gently to me.

The first bit is a conversation that Jesus is having with his Father

“I praise you, Father, Lord of heaven and earth, because you have hidden these things from the wise and learned, and revealed them to little children. Yes, Father, for this is what you were pleased to do.”

So the Lord of heaven and earth reveals the mysteries not to the clever, the brainy, the articulate, the swift of tongue and nimble of mind. He shows forth his treasures to the little ones, the children, the least likely. The insignificant, the unimportant and everyday who just get on and say their prayers with a twinkle in their eye, joy in their hearts and love for all they encounter. People, just like the ones I am looking at now. And we should rejoice in this, not just because these things are revealed to us, although that would be reason enough, but because that is what the Father wants to do. That is his intention.

If God were a crass old introvert who didn’t like to share or play, but rather struck down people at a whim and peddled division and retribution… then I think I would be quietly putting my birettas away, typing a quick letter of resignation  and heading off to Port Fairy to rust away in the salt air.

But notice that not only is it God's intention to reveal his love to seemingly inconsequential people, but he also decides to hide these things from the learned and the clever. More than that he is PLEASED hide things from the smarty britches.

Mmm… Now there's something to ask Bishop Garry about.

Does God really have favourites… or is he just expecting more from the learned and clever?

The conversation then changes. Jesus stops speaking to his Father and chats to his listeners.

  “Come to me, all you who are weary and burdened, and I will give you rest.  Take my yoke upon you and learn from me, for I am gentle and humble in heart, and you will find rest for your souls. For my yoke is easy and my burden is light.”

I was pondering the imagery of the yoke the other day. What are our yokes? I could think of a couple.

There is the yoke of our past.

It is a terrifyingly easy thing to persist in carrying around the yoke of the past. The yoke of the past has the notches of regrets, recriminations and guilt etched deeply into it. It is a particularly nasty yoke and even when we successfully manage to put it down, we can find that much later, somehow we have managed to pick it up again.

Then there is the yoke of expectations. We expect that we will be able to do A, B, C and q.3 We expect that we can do the laundry every second Tuesday and have the greatest sense of intimacy in our prayers whenever we simply mutter “Our Father”.

This is an infuriatingly monstrous yoke. We expect wooly mammoth sized things of ourselves and they are unrelenting. Amongst the things we expect are to make minimal, negligible  mistakes. To carry this yoke is folly and detrimental to your well being. It should come with a health warning. No wonder we are weary and burdened.

The yoke that Jesus asks us to carry is not the yoke of the past, nor the yoke of self expectations, it is HIS yoke. Take MY yoke upon you and learn from me. My yoke is easy, my burden is light. This is because his yoke is a simple wooden cross of love. All it requires, is for us to walk with him, beside him, learn from him and engage with Him. We don’t have to prove anything to ourselves, or to others.

So we come today and we accept his invitation as he accepted us long before we took our first breath.

 “Come to me, all you who are weary and burdened, and I will give you rest. 

Take my yoke upon you and learn from me, for I am gentle and humble in heart, and you will find rest for your souls. For my yoke is easy and my burden is light.

Even so we come.