Fr. Davids Musings

It is an eerie thing to stand in an empty church, look into a phone and with great enthusiasm exclaim…“The Lord be with you!” When actually there is no-one there. I try really hard to act normal, to pretend I can see who ever is on the other side of the screen, but when I look past the phone, all I see are empty pews.

Sometimes on the screen I can tell that someone is looking in, but that has turned out to be an unhelpful distraction. There is enough to think about with bread, wine, words and what comes next.

After it is all over, I pack up, do the washing up, put out the candles, turn out the lights and frequently I catch myself thinking. “What was all that about”? A celebration that is so geared towards the building up community did not feel like a celebration at all. The community was absent.

Now heres another hard question. Is this electronic, ethernet action better than nothing? Perhaps ‘nothing’ would be more honest and speak more loudly.

Then I get home and look at the numbers of folk. I hear the odd comment that is fed back to me and I swing back to thinking… “Yes, this ‘something’, whatever the ‘something’ is, is better than nothing at all. People hear the word, reflect (hopefully) on the homily and can ‘see’ others who are tuned in. People that had not connected with the Church, are now in some way ‘connected’.

This gives me a steer to the future. I should try to continue to make it happen for those who physically just can’t get there on a Sunday and for those who are just curious and want to dance around in the shadows from a ‘safe’ anonymous distance.

Reflection – Sunday July 5

A reflection for Sunday July 5th

There is a common misconception that clergy aren’t supposed to have favourite bits of the bible.  The argument goes like this.

It's all God's word and therefore you must enjoy every last bit of it. From the slaying of Abel, to Judas hanging himself, to Lots wife becoming salty, to the four horsemen of the Apocalypse.

Perhaps a better way of thinking might be to say that there are some bits that are more helpful than others.

But today's gospel speaks clearly and gently to me.

The first bit is a conversation that Jesus is having with his Father

“I praise you, Father, Lord of heaven and earth, because you have hidden these things from the wise and learned, and revealed them to little children. Yes, Father, for this is what you were pleased to do.”

So the Lord of heaven and earth reveals the mysteries not to the clever, the brainy, the articulate, the swift of tongue and nimble of mind. He shows forth his treasures to the little ones, the children, the least likely. The insignificant, the unimportant and everyday who just get on and say their prayers with a twinkle in their eye, joy in their hearts and love for all they encounter. People, just like the ones I am looking at now. And we should rejoice in this, not just because these things are revealed to us, although that would be reason enough, but because that is what the Father wants to do. That is his intention.

If God were a crass old introvert who didn’t like to share or play, but rather struck down people at a whim and peddled division and retribution… then I think I would be quietly putting my birettas away, typing a quick letter of resignation  and heading off to Port Fairy to rust away in the salt air.

But notice that not only is it God's intention to reveal his love to seemingly inconsequential people, but he also decides to hide these things from the learned and the clever. More than that he is PLEASED hide things from the smarty britches.

Mmm… Now there's something to ask Bishop Garry about.

Does God really have favourites… or is he just expecting more from the learned and clever?

The conversation then changes. Jesus stops speaking to his Father and chats to his listeners.

  “Come to me, all you who are weary and burdened, and I will give you rest.  Take my yoke upon you and learn from me, for I am gentle and humble in heart, and you will find rest for your souls. For my yoke is easy and my burden is light.”

I was pondering the imagery of the yoke the other day. What are our yokes? I could think of a couple.

There is the yoke of our past.

It is a terrifyingly easy thing to persist in carrying around the yoke of the past. The yoke of the past has the notches of regrets, recriminations and guilt etched deeply into it. It is a particularly nasty yoke and even when we successfully manage to put it down, we can find that much later, somehow we have managed to pick it up again.

Then there is the yoke of expectations. We expect that we will be able to do A, B, C and q.3 We expect that we can do the laundry every second Tuesday and have the greatest sense of intimacy in our prayers whenever we simply mutter “Our Father”.

This is an infuriatingly monstrous yoke. We expect wooly mammoth sized things of ourselves and they are unrelenting. Amongst the things we expect are to make minimal, negligible  mistakes. To carry this yoke is folly and detrimental to your well being. It should come with a health warning. No wonder we are weary and burdened.

The yoke that Jesus asks us to carry is not the yoke of the past, nor the yoke of self expectations, it is HIS yoke. Take MY yoke upon you and learn from me. My yoke is easy, my burden is light. This is because his yoke is a simple wooden cross of love. All it requires, is for us to walk with him, beside him, learn from him and engage with Him. We don’t have to prove anything to ourselves, or to others.

So we come today and we accept his invitation as he accepted us long before we took our first breath.

 “Come to me, all you who are weary and burdened, and I will give you rest. 

Take my yoke upon you and learn from me, for I am gentle and humble in heart, and you will find rest for your souls. For my yoke is easy and my burden is light.

Even so we come.

Mass Times

Sunday Mass times for Sunday June 28th

Saturday night Vigil mass at Christ Church Hamilton will be celebrated at 5:00pm on Saturday 27th of June.

Sunday Mornings mass at St. Marks Cavendish will be celebrated at 9:00am on Sunday 21st of June.

Sunday Mornings mass at Christ Church Hamilton will be celebrated at 10:30am on the 28th of June. This service will be live streamed and can be viewed at https://www.facebook.com/AnglicanHamilton

Sunday mass at All Saints Penshurst will be celebrated at 4:00pm on Sunday 28st of June.

To comply with social distancing please contact Fr. David beforehand. p. 557 1137 m.0423 671 692 if you would like to attend any of these services.

A reflection for Sunday June 28th 

A reflection for Sunday June 28th 

Today I offer a simple bible reading technique that I sometimes use.

Pick a small manageable chunk of scripture. It might be from the Bishops bible reading challenge, it might be from the Sunday readings in the pew sheet, it by from the lectionary of the day. It might also be that you are gently working your way through a particular book in the bible. What ever the piece of scripture shouldn’t be that long that you lose the will the live by the end of it.

Read the passage through as you normally would quietly to yourself. Then close the bible. After a little while open the bible back up and read the passage through out-loud at a very slow pace. The slower the better.

Stop when a word, phrase or incident arrests your attention. You may want to write it down or underline it. Ask yourself what is going on here? Am I puzzled, grumpy, excited or confused.

Reread the piece that has intrigued you. Allow it to percolate, savour it, ingest it. Maybe make a few notes. Write down the questions you still have.  What is the back story behind this episode? How might I apply this in my own daily life?

Here’s some cogitations from today's gospel.

“And if anyone gives even a cup of cold water to one of these little ones who is my disciple, truly I tell you, that person will certainly not lose their reward”.

One of my first questions about this passage is.

“Who are the little ones?”

The clue I suspect is in the word little. Little is vulnerable, helpless and unprotected. In Jesus day it was the lepers, the widows and the beggars. In 2020 you could take your pick. We are much more aware of the needs of others right around the world. The refugee, the homeless, the abused. Those who do not have a voice in our noisy world.

In fact anyone who is thirsting for something that they need and are unable to have access to it. That is what makes one little.

So a little one might be one of those who slept rough last night, or it might be someone who has a crippling disease ,or it might be those who have a broken heart or have physical bruises that are hidden from public view.

The little ones are in a very real sense the pierced Master himself. You know how it goes ….Whatever you do for the least of these you do for me. So part of the gospel message, but it is also a difficulty and the trick is to see who it is that we are ministering to. It is Joe Blow who we have known for years, or someone who happens to be born from a different land. This is the Master who has come looking for a drink from us.

The cup I also found interesting. A cup of water is not a lot but it does heaps and is infinitely precious.

For your reflection you might like to think about who it was that gave you a ‘symbolic’ cup of water when you were so parched and thirsty. What were the circumstances? What was the water? In many cases the water came from an unlikely source. The most unlikely person and that is why it made such an impact on you and thus you have never forgotten it. Were we gracious in our acceptance? Did we go and do likewise and offer water to someone else?

Digging a little deeper

What is the backstory here. When Jesus spoke the words from this mornings gospel was he perhaps remembering the time when he was in conversation with the Samaritan woman at the well and he had asked her for a drink.

Part of that conversation went like this

 Jesus said to the Samaritan woman “Everyone who drinks this water from the well will be thirsty again, but the water I give them will become in them a spring of water welling up to eternal life.”

15 The woman said to him, “Sir, give me this water so that I won’t get thirsty and have to keep coming here to draw water.”

The water symbolises what we need most. Our deepest yearnings our unspoken cravings, the stuff that we need to survive. It is that which is absolutely essential for us. Without it we perish and we perish quickly.

So the water is… Him. We give Jesus to his little ones. In doing so we minister to Him and we become A Christ for a thirsty world. A parched and aching world. We are to become an oasis for those who have lost their way in the desert of their life, but we must have a source of living water springing up always from deep within us.

The woman said to him, “Sir, give me this water so that I won’t get thirsty and have to keep coming here to draw water.”

Or in another translation.

Sir give me this water always.

And perhaps that is a good place to stop and that is a good prayer for us

Give me living water always.

Give me living water always.

Give me living water always.

Fr David’s Musings

I’d like some help please.

I’m typing this shortly before there was a large gathering in Melbourne. There were various reasons why folk would choose to go and various reasons why folk would choose not to go. Bewdy! However someone on TV suggested that part of the reason that it was OK to attend was this line of logic.

“Well, we were always going to have a second wave of COVID infections anyway, so its alright to attend”. That line of logic I understand and that is why I am asking for some help to understand. I reason thus.

First, I wonder how the person can be so sure that a second wave of infection is / was inevitable. Does anyone know this for an absolute certainty? The advocate for the gathering certainly was not the Chief Medical Officer or a representative from the World Health Organisation.

Secondly, this line of logic is like me saying “That as there will be more road accidents this year, it’s OK to get in my car and drive irresponsibly, because there were always going to be injuries and fatalities anyway”. Would it not be better to drive as carefully as I can to minimise the risk of yuk to others and to myself?

Finally, to reason that folk were going to fall ill and possibly die anyway, comes scarily close to saying that life is expendable for a greater cause. In this case the cause of the gathering. I would have hoped that COVID has taught us that life is of inestimable value and we do whatever we can to preserve it, cherish it and rejoice in it.

Let me be first to say that my logic may be flawed and perception skewed. I’d like some help please.

Fr David’s Musing

School yard memories are an odd beast. They lie crouching in the murky depths of the subconscious ready to leap out when you are least expecting them. Some are warm and friendly creatures, others are not so pally.

One came and said ‘Howdy’ the other day and it got me thinking. What memories will our school age children have of this rather peculiar time? For the very young they may not remember anything at all. But for our VCE brothers and sisters, this whole COVID thingy will colour their studies and memories for the rest of their lives.

But more than that, I am wondering what else we can do to support and encourage these blossoming adults at this pertinent time in their lives. How we as oldies and parents deal with this mind warping season of history, will affect these youngsters into their future. Some will become resilient, while others may buckle and need something more.

I reflect that the raising of children is one of the finest, if not the most noble of vocations we can ever be called to. To be responsible for another living, breathing, thinking human being is both terrifying and exhilarating. How these  burgeoning  adults ‘turn out’, will in some small way, be a reflection on our parenting skills or the lack of them. How we steer them through the calm seas when the motor ticks gently over and how we navigate treacherous rocks and unpredictable swells with them, will teach these shiny new people vital truths. It should also teach us heaps about ourselves. Some of it is good management, some good luck and hopefully it is always done with sacrificial love.

In my pondering I arrive swiftly at the conclusion that Mother Mary and St. Joseph must have been remarkable human beings.

Reflection for Sunday 21st

There is a common, understandable, easy to do sin, when we think about the Jesus and try to emulate Him. When we reflect on Jesus, we recall that he was the exceptional, the outstanding, the faithful, the courageous, the loving, the compassionate and we think..“I could never even come close to being like that”. And that’s true. But what sometimes happens, is that we give way to despair, or worse we give up altogether.Thankfully there is a helpful line this morning where Jesus offers us the encouragement and advice that we need to get our stuff together, to keep going and to rejoice as we make our way to heaven itself. He says…“

A disciple is not above the teacher, nor a slave above the master;
it is enough for the disciple to be like the teacher, and the slave like the master.

So we don’t have to fix the world's troubles, or solve world poverty or find a cure for COVID, it is simply enough to be like the Master. To strive, maybe fail and keep on trying simply to try to be like him. Further, God's child came to be one of us, to show us who we are. And this is the good news. Brothers and sisters we are God's children. This is invigorating news because it means that the same love, the same unconditional, stupendous adoration that the father has for his son Jesus, is the same mind-blowing love that God has for us.John puts it this way.See what love the Father has given us, that we should be called children of God; and that …is… what …we are. Now it's one thing to know that academically and theologically. It is quite a different thing and far more challenging to claim it as your own. To claim the identity of the living Christ for ourselves, so that we can say that we are a living Christ in the 21st century. This is who we are; nothing more, nothing less. And then the next step is to integrate it into our daily lives so that his actions, his thoughts, his love, become our actions, thoughts and the love that we shower relentlessly upon the world. This is a lifelong vocation and the good news is that you don’t have to get it right all on day one. It is a continuous daily work that will change us ever so slowly and ever so surely, more and more into his likeness and so we become the child of God he has always wanted us to be. So there is a 3 step process. Know who you are academically. Claim it for yourself Living it in your daily life. When others see us both floundering and rejoicing in this vocation, then we stand our best possible chance of getting them started on this vocation as well. It's like the times when you see  a number of people all buy the same wine at the supermarket. You can arrive at no other conclusion that this must be pretty jolly good stuff and of course you want some too. So too with us and our faith. Others will want to join in and become another Christ or christian for the world when they glimpse something of the Christ in us. But it all starts with knowing who we are and rejoicing in his love for us.

Jesus said “Are not two sparrows sold for a penny?
Yet not one of them will fall to the ground unperceived by your Father.
And even the hairs of your head are all counted.
So do not be afraid; you are of more value than many sparrows.”

A story to finish.Mum and Dad are gazing adorably at their sleeping child. They are muttering in wondering adoration. The child of course has no idea that this conversation is going on, nor does the little one know the closeness and potency of the love that the parents have for them.In a moment of stark, unrehearsed honesty. Dad says to Mum“I would lay down my life for our child. I guess that is how God loves us. He sent his son who laid down his life for us” Brothers and sisters often we are asleep, unaware of how close our heavenly father really is and the intensity of his love. Like the parents in the story he is absolutely besotted with us and perhaps if you remember nothing else from this morning's homily you might remember this.Know that you are God's child. Claim it and live it. God is absolutely besotted with you.

Fr David’s Musings

For a little while I was a school chaplain and I had a crack at teaching in the classroom. In case you thought that it was sweetness and smiles like on the TV, I rush to assure you that it was not like that at all. Last period on a Friday afternoon when no one wanted to be in a stifling classroom filled with humidity and hormones… you get the picture. It wasn’t exactly the shiniest part of my illustrious career.

It was a helpful exercise on the very first lesson to discuss classroom rules. Courtesy, listening to each other, no smashing of windows, respect. What should the rules be? Then ensued a more fruitful, analytical discussion about why we have rules. Inevitably it came down to safety.

The Church has not always done ‘safety’ well and you wouldn’t have to think very hard about some recent examples.

But in this “COVID season” we are trying to keep the folk safe. The cleaning of hands and pews before and after might seem onerous and unnecessary, but it is really a sign of how much the Church cares. We take the health and well being of our people very seriously.

The need to book in with the priest might seem supercilious, but it actually ensures that we don’t go over the maximum of 20 folk and that some traceability is in place. This booking in process has never been easier than in 2020. Here are just three of the most popular ways. Phone 5571 1317, Text/mobile 0423 671 692, email droulton72@gmail.com

Restrictions and rules are invaluable in Church, in the classroom and in our society. They are crucial for you, for me and the classroom windows.

Reflection for Sunday 11

This morning's gospel is easily divided into three enjoyable instalments which make up a complete mini series.Episode one is “Jesus gets busy.”In this episode, Jesus goes on an extensive visiting programme and He sees the great need of the people. We are told quite simply “He had compassion for them for they were like sheep without a Shepherd.” So He responds. He teaches and he cures.

Afterwards Jesus thinks. This is madness! Here am I, scurrying around, like a publican who has just reopened his business after the COVID restrictions have been lifted. There’s no way I can get round all these people and tend to them on a regular basis.Mmmm … What to do? End episode 1.Episode 2“Jesus does something about it.”The Master puts out an ad on career.dotcom and He gets heaps of applications. He shortlists this down to just 12 who make the grade. We are given their names starting with the foreman Peter and finishing with Judas who decided to later resign. These 12 are given the equipment they need. ‘Authority over unclean spirits and the ability to cure.End episode 2.Episode 3 The thrilling final chapter. “What happened next?”

The 12 are given instructions about where to go and where not to go. They are also handed a rather extensive job description.

  • Proclaim the good news Cure the sick,
  • raise the dead,
  • cleanse the lepers,[d]
  • cast out demons.

Then comes the remuneration clause.

You received without payment; give without payment.

And off the 12 go and you have to buy the next compelling set of DVD’s at $49.95 to find out what happened to this motley crew.But you see the overall picture, the basic outline of the story??Jesus perceives the need, calls the 12, gives them what they need and sends them out.And there is a mighty fine homily which runs like this.That Jesus continues to call people to the service of others. He gives them all that they need and choofs them out knowing that all will stumble and skin their knee. All will experience their apparent triumphs, successes and futility.  All will never really know just how fruitful they have been, until the harvest at the end of time.

But dig a little deeper friends. Where did the story start?It started with the Master's astute perception of the needs he sees before him. If He had not seen the need, then nothing may have happened and perhaps you and I would not be here today.So too with us. We have to be able to discern the need that is before us. That is not always easy to do. Something may present as a need, but often there is something else going on as well.For example, the person who weeps quietly in the back pew at a funeral, may not actually be mourning for the person who has just died, but someone close to them who died years before. The person who presents as hungry, may also have escaped an abusive family home. You get the gist. Pastoral diagnostics 101.Another question ..who are the lepers, the dead and the ill in our society today?They are not just those who are afflicted outwardly and physically but also emotionally and spiritually. Those who are hungry not for what can be brought at the supermarket, but those who ache for companionship, community, fellowship. The dead are those who have shrivelled up inside and those whose prayer life has been extinguished by neglect and doused with secularisation.

I was thinking about this at morning prayer the other day. And I had to ask myself.“Is it not possible that I too need cleansing, healing and raising?” Have I been perceptive and honest about my own need of ministry? Again, remember how it all began. It began with Jesus seeing what was really before Him? Surely his clarity of vision is where I need to begin. And once I acknowledge my own blindness, then I can go more fruitfully and with more potential to the cities and villages of Western Victoria. Perhaps that might be true of you as well.When I was a school chaplain we used to pray ….“For those whose needs escape our notice… Lord have mercy” It was particularly appropriate in the busy school yard because there were many needs that escaped our notice. But it is also an appropriate prayer in parish ministry and therefore it is something for you to ponder and use as well. I offer it for your own reflection and use. No copyright ….no charge “For those whose needs escape our notice… Lord have mercy.”

Sno White & Popeye

Snow White was chatting to her good friend Popeye.
"You know Popeye" she said. "I have to do my tax soon, It's that time of year and I am looking to get a great refund so I buy some more birdseed and makeup.'
"I know what to do" chimed in Popeye. "Make a donation to the restoration fund at Christchurch. Just use one of the glossy brochures available from that cheeky Fr. David and you'll be sorted".
"Hoorah" exclaimed Snow White and off she went so much happier.

A reflection for Trinity Sunday

Trinity Sunday June 7th

On Trinity Sunday it is a fine and long held tradition in the Church of England to get a special guest preacher in. The assistant priest from Nung Nung south, the bishop, an unsuspecting parson from Kalangatuck west … any one will do, so long as the regular vicar doesn’t have to explain the mystery of the Trinity.

Well what with COVID and everything else that is going on this year, I really didn’t have my stuff together and so I find that Trinity Sunday has come round all to quickly. Here I am and you are quite rightly expecting an enthralling homily on the chemical formula, the DNA genome of the holy and blessed and undivided and glorious Trinity.

Sorry to disappoint but I know none of these things. This was probably explained in one of the many lectures at college where I saw the title of the lecture and decided that the intricacies of refreshing beverages at the local inn were preferable to going to a lecture on the Trinity.

So I thought that today I would tell  you a story instead. It was a crisp, autumn day, the temperature was chilly but the sun was out and the leaves were turning magnificent colors.

I had been called to the local palliative care establishment to see a gentleman I had never met before.

His wife was there and they were both senior in years. His eyes lit up when saw me. He clasped my hand gently but firmly and thanked me for coming. We did what the Church does. Anoint, pray, read some scripture and commend. A sure and certain sealing into the mystery of Our Lords death and resurrection. When such occasions do happen, and they are always moving  and exquisite in flavour.

But then there was something else which was left hanging in the atmosphere. Something more that needed to be said.

So in a rare flash of pastoral intuition that happens only on a full moon, on the 2nd month, of a year with the number 5 in it, I sat down again and asked

“Is there anything else that you would like to say  or need to say?”

And with great tenderness he said

“I would like to tell you about the first time I kissed my wife. I tried not to blush, but of course my curiosity was piqued.

He told a story of how he and this attractive young woman found themselves one day walking together on a beach. The sky was overcast, it was cold and blowy; there were very few people around and the only sound was a few gulls cawing in the distance. As they walked on, their conversation quietly evaporated. Then they simply turned to each other and in the gentlest, tenderest way, they kissed.

“And you know Father” he said excitedly. “You know in the movies when a couple are kissing and the camera spins around and around while the violins play and the music swells.” I tried to nod sagely. “You know it was exactly like that. The earth seemed to tilt and spin and I can still hear the music even now 46 years later”. Clearly for him, it was though it happened just yesterday. So vivd and real and powerful for him was this memory.

I turned and looked at his wife, tears of love and joy streaming down her face.

So vivd and real and powerful for her, was this memory. “Now tell me Father, how did that occur? What made it happen?”

I had to confess I didn’t know the chemistry and the physiology of unbidden music and earth the rocking, but the gent and I came to the conclusion that the moment was of such significant and powerful love, that if affected their physical senses and ultimately it would affect their whole lives.

It was rare and lovely visit and when the gentleman did die,  this was a story that was told and savoured.

And that my friends is your Trinity Sunday parable. Two people who’s love each other was so powerful that it was as if there was a third person, wrapping them up together and enfolding them in an endless, luscious embrace.

A love that affected their lives just as Gods love affects our lives and changes us daily into people who are so more beautiful and courageous than we ever dared to be.

The Trinity who’s love calls us on the adventure we call life and who really doesn’t have to say a lot. The God who loves and laughs out loud. The one who feasts and drinks and listens and sings and dances with us. The one who even today just simply says to us. “Come… enjoy me.. as I enjoy you”. All we have to do is turn again and look into His eyes. And then we may well find, just rarely, but no less authentically, that  the earth spins, the music swells and the party begins.